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Unforgiven scars
That sunken feeling you get,
It's only the beginning,
First he will fall in love,
Everything but commitment,
Yet it wasn't from above,
I never realized how deep scars were,
That's cause I cover it with what I wear,
You knew them and cares,
But only used it as a lure,
This person you're reading about,
Is a controlling one,
So please go ahead and shout,
It feels wrong and good,
Real until it's time for bed,
They leave you.
Hurt you,
Don't say I love you,
I left a big mark on you,
He chuckled and grinned,
A red flag,
God I have sinned,
It took me months,
Weeks and days,
Work ethic dropped,
6 feet below,
Please god help me from below,
I scream shout and fight,
Someone help me take flight,
Should I trust another?
It doesn't feel safe,
But alas,
I will wait,
Closer and closer this new person grew,
I love you so do you?
They told me before a chaste kiss,
God maybe this is it,
I don't know that you're the one,
Yet you are going to be someone,
I can't draw anything to submission,
For the passio
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The knight
I fall forward, imagining a life where things slowly fall in the right place. 
Flutters of something emerges from me, something that cannot be explained. Patiently I wait, but the eagerness of knowing builds my curiosity. Dancing in place I wait to see them, a new fresh face of reality. 
After days, weeks, an a few months. Roller coaster of emotions, but is this the reality I like, the reality I want. My emotions hurt, making me confused on what is the real emotions and what is temporarily a state of lust. 
Those feelings I get "I love them", yet they hurt over time not knowing the real truth. If I say something they should expect it, from the actions and the special feeling between us.
"Curiosity kills" everything making the reality to look foggy, and unforgivable actions that can be committed in the future. 
Is what am I feeling real, the answers I will never know. The other speaks seldom making it hard for me to understand. I want to know if it is worth my time,
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O parte din viata pe moarte
Adevar este greu de suportat,
Viata este fragila,  
Fiecare respirație este o șansă de a trăi, 
Fiind in viata te face vrednici sa traiasca, 
Nu-l lua de bun,
Tot ceea ce faci este planificata 
nu o ai dorit, 
Sunteti in afara de ceva mai mare
Dragoste, 
Incredere, 
Pasiune, 
Si ingrijirea, 
Va construi cu ea, 
imprimuta, 
Construieste-l impreuna cu multi oameni, 
Distruge, 
Sa-l accepte, 
viata este viata,
Faci greseli dar esti om,
Va veni vremea sa repara,
Doar aminiti-va sa respire este nu murii. 
 
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Sincerely Yours
I love you,
Please be my guiding light,
Sun or moon,
Please make me alive again tonight
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Lovers Bind
One of a kind,
Rare as a Black Sea,
Not a bind,
But angles wings will align
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Artist | Student | Film & Animation
Canada
I don't do much, currently a third year student at a very lovely university learning cinematography and post-production for films. Loving something is fragile and it takes time, even if it meant me taking a year at a college.

LDR (Long distance relationships) they are sure hard, but they happen to be the most hardship relationship you will find. It's different, but then you grow to accept and adapt. Which I did, bringing me happiness. Not to many people are happy. Although they should be happy if they get to speak, see , hear or know they are loved; that's all they have to do is knowing they are loved, to each person knows it but doesn't know at the same time.

I don't want to say much. Everything I do on DA is apart of me in someway so I won't explain much more then that. I love art, but I do have to be inspired by it.

"Let me live my dream with respect and i'll let you live your dream with respect." - Me

If you didn't know by now, I do love Snk\AoT. But I do love Sailor moon also, along with studio Ghibli movies. Excuse me now as I sing the lovely new song for my people.

Anyone can email me at: prettyreckless164@gmail.com
(For any requests and messaging)
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That sunken feeling you get,
It's only the beginning,

First he will fall in love,
Everything but commitment,
Yet it wasn't from above,

I never realized how deep scars were,
That's cause I cover it with what I wear,

You knew them and cares,
But only used it as a lure,

This person you're reading about,
Is a controlling one,
So please go ahead and shout,

It feels wrong and good,
Real until it's time for bed,

They leave you.
Hurt you,
Don't say I love you,

I left a big mark on you,
He chuckled and grinned,
A red flag,
God I have sinned,

It took me months,
Weeks and days,

Work ethic dropped,
6 feet below,
Please god help me from below,

I scream shout and fight,
Someone help me take flight,

Should I trust another?
It doesn't feel safe,
But alas,
I will wait,

Closer and closer this new person grew,
I love you so do you?
They told me before a chaste kiss,
God maybe this is it,

I don't know that you're the one,
Yet you are going to be someone,

I can't draw anything to submission,
For the passion and love,
There was no ignition,

It started randomly then I knew,
Maybe these scars will heal,
It must be true,

I was wrong,
Wrongful on every deed,
Only one helped as I bleed,

They're still not real,
I can't comprehend,
All I know I can't do this again,

Thanks for reading,
Thanks for listening,
Maybe this new person is the one,
To free me from listening,

As I hear the chants grow,
As I submerged to re-grow.
Unforgiven scars
I was in a underlining abusive relationship with someone, and I didn't know for the longest time. I didn't listen to my friends as I thought, maybe, just maybe things can change. I was wrong.
I was hurt badly a week ago, it's too new to comprehend everything.

I was sexually assaulted once before and that wasn't fun. So if anyone is experiencing anything that's borderline abusive, please do something before it escalates and you get hurt. If you're unsure talk to trust worthy friends that DOESNT know the other person, or see a professional.

Everyone should have a chance to feel love. For myself this is the last person I'm dating as I hurt way to much to feel the love.

Stay strong <3
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So this will be the most depressing thing I will ever write. 

Back in January somethings happened in which I partly refuse to talk about, which lead to my partner and I splitting up. Currently I cannot talk to them, even for a minute. All communication cut off. 

End of January and beginning of February I unexpectedly had the biggest heart broken moment in my life. I lost something that I never knew about until it happened. Goodbye, sorry we could not meet. 

February was alright. I found my footing again despite not having anyone except friends near me. I gained two best friends, that I do truly love like the others. G and I, those are close to their first initial of there names. 

March... It was filled with fears, love, lust, depression and other things no one wants to know. My footing grew stronger and I ended up finding a new outlet, my love for dance. Corny but true, at least I found something I could always look forward too. 
Everything with I was lovely and grew stronger and stronger together, as friends but partners. It was real and it felt like I could float once again, which was nice without having many people surround me. 

As I carry on, April was just exciting and passionate. Yet I knew due to health and for my better safety somethings had to be done, so I eventually got them done. Currently recovering but I am better. 

It's May now, and I cannot say to much. A new lovely boyfriend who will stay by my side regardless, even if I did not want it all. My life is getting better as I heal. I share this story with you so others can see life is a struggle. Everything is not there for you when you need it, things change, things come and go, somethings leave entirely. Don't hold the strings from the past, they wrap around you which does not help. 

Anyone who read this, who needs an ear or wants to know more what I've been through. Please do message me. I am not the only one in the world who has depression or lost the most valuable things in life. There is people here, please do remember that. 
I fall forward, imagining a life where things slowly fall in the right place. 

Flutters of something emerges from me, something that cannot be explained. Patiently I wait, but the eagerness of knowing builds my curiosity. Dancing in place I wait to see them, a new fresh face of reality. 

After days, weeks, an a few months. Roller coaster of emotions, but is this the reality I like, the reality I want. My emotions hurt, making me confused on what is the real emotions and what is temporarily a state of lust. 

Those feelings I get "I love them", yet they hurt over time not knowing the real truth. If I say something they should expect it, from the actions and the special feeling between us.

"Curiosity kills" everything making the reality to look foggy, and unforgivable actions that can be committed in the future. 

Is what am I feeling real, the answers I will never know. The other speaks seldom making it hard for me to understand. I want to know if it is worth my time, as I do not to continuously feel hurt.

I have problems already, as my health will slowly start deteriorating at some point. Spending time with the closest people, and invest time in them is what I want to accomplish. To have those memories, to remember them as the circle through my mind endless. 

Excuse me as it feels like someone is choking me, as I worry trying to grasp onto what seems real. 
The knight
Well, I am not proud of myself for crying through this. At the same time it is a relief to get everything out without people judging me.  
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The most heart breaking thing happened in my life. I will trust certain people, and I will make new choices to make sure I have what's best for myself.
I will miss many things sadly, and I wish I didn't have to leave but I feel like I have too.
I am sorry to anyone and everyone, I do need a lot of time alone after the events. I need to be healthy.
I love everyone who supported me. So please do continue. I'll be back during in the summer. :')
Adevar este greu de suportat,
Viata este fragila,  

Fiecare respirație este o șansă de a trăi, 
Fiind in viata te face vrednici sa traiasca, 
Nu-l lua de bun,

Tot ceea ce faci este planificata 
nu o ai dorit, 
Sunteti in afara de ceva mai mare

Dragoste, 
Incredere, 
Pasiune, 
Si ingrijirea, 

Va construi cu ea, 
imprimuta, 
Construieste-l impreuna cu multi oameni, 
Distruge, 
Sa-l accepte, 

viata este viata,
Faci greseli dar esti om,
Va veni vremea sa repara,
Doar aminiti-va sa respire este nu murii. 


 
O parte din viata pe moarte
I'm tired... then i got words mixed up with German,and Swedish. That just shows how tired I am. 
I couldn't sleep and been dealing with personal life changing issues/events, I can't think straight enough to do actual work, so my life kicked and I wrote this late at night when I should be sleeping, breathing and trying to live a normal life. 
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Zismo-W Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No sé por qué aun no te había seguido D:
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pr164 Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2016  Student Filmographer
I think you where following me?? lol 
Something must've happened. 
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Zismo-W Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No lo sé, quizás :/
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pr164 Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2016  Student Filmographer
But we got it fixed now!! All is good. ^_^
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Thanks for the fav!
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No problem!!!! ^_^
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HOLY MOTHER OF GOD I LOVE YOU!!!!!! 
5785   cause I don't say it enough.. XD
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pr164 Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2016  Student Filmographer
The fact that's Haru... Makes me extremely happy.
And I love you to babe.
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XD  YOUR WELCOME..
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Have I told you I love you lately? Cause I do. 

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