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So this will be the most depressing thing I will ever write. 

Back in January somethings happened in which I partly refuse to talk about, which lead to my partner and I splitting up. Currently I cannot talk to them, even for a minute. All communication cut off. 

End of January and beginning of February I unexpectedly had the biggest heart broken moment in my life. I lost something that I never knew about until it happened. Goodbye, sorry we could not meet. 

February was alright. I found my footing again despite not having anyone except friends near me. I gained two best friends, that I do truly love like the others. G and I, those are close to their first initial of there names. 

March... It was filled with fears, love, lust, depression and other things no one wants to know. My footing grew stronger and I ended up finding a new outlet, my love for dance. Corny but true, at least I found something I could always look forward too. 
Everything with I was lovely and grew stronger and stronger together, as friends but partners. It was real and it felt like I could float once again, which was nice without having many people surround me. 

As I carry on, April was just exciting and passionate. Yet I knew due to health and for my better safety somethings had to be done, so I eventually got them done. Currently recovering but I am better. 

It's May now, and I cannot say to much. A new lovely boyfriend who will stay by my side regardless, even if I did not want it all. My life is getting better as I heal. I share this story with you so others can see life is a struggle. Everything is not there for you when you need it, things change, things come and go, somethings leave entirely. Don't hold the strings from the past, they wrap around you which does not help. 

Anyone who read this, who needs an ear or wants to know more what I've been through. Please do message me. I am not the only one in the world who has depression or lost the most valuable things in life. There is people here, please do remember that. 
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Life update

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Hello to my friends and my watchers. I will be very inactive and won't be posting until next year. I'm taking a few months off and away from DA, due to some very personal stuff; however, I will be checking DA off and on.
What I'm going through is very personal, and no one should go through it by themselves. I have support, I have my friends, I'm seeing certain people regarding my issues, so I will be battling my problems in safety and in comfort.

Thanks to anyone who read this.

If anyone has any mental health issues, please don't ignore it or push it off do get help. There are people out there willing to help you, you just need to be the one wanting to get it. Stay positive!
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Hey everyone, or people who read my journals or just follow me

I haven't posted anything in ages, I do feel bad that I haven't posted anything... but I don't have the time. I'm dealing with a lot of personal problems about myself and my health.
Thanks for providing support in the past, and I do appreciate that.

I'm not pleading and being dramatic saying "I want attention~~ everyone needs to know all this BS about me so they feel pity." Not the case
I just wanted to say I'll be very inactive for the rest of the year, and stated why. (Not seeking attention)

I'm also alive! So that's still a thing obviously,

Have a good rest of you're year, and hopefully I post some artwork soon.

PEACE!
-PR
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Things...

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Hello everyone, 

Due to very personal things, i will become less active on DA. I'll try my best to do my requests that are left and my stories i'm currently doing. 
I know not many people read these, but please do comment something happy cause we all should be happy. 

The short story is, i'm depressed, working my butt off, dealing with health issues and way to much of personal issues that affects a lot in my life including my relationship with so many people. 

If you're ever down, watch FouseyTube, RomanAtwoodVlogs, Good Mythical Morning/More, Markiplier, Jacksepticeye, and what ever youtuber that makes you happy. We all should be like Jenna Marbles in a way. 

To whoever red this, thanks. 
I do appreciate when people understand, i'm not looking for attention i am explaining what i can.

Please leave a positive comment 

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Heyo's!!!!!!!!!!!! 
So... i am stumped as i download music and my damn boyfriend hasn't messaged me the songs he wanted~~~~~~~


Any one got suggestions??? 

I literally like many types pf music! So anything is good! :) 

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